I really wonder what's up with the month of March. It seemed to be like the month of bad things. Just yesterday i was somewhat bombarded with alot of things. I got two camps coming my way; YAC(youth ave camp) as well as the BLAZE camp. Concidentally both are happening exactly one after the other. YAC is on 23rd-25th march and Blaze is 26th to 28th. I'll be like away from everything; my work, my relationship, my friends although I'm still in Singapore...

Basically there are three concerns that I have faced/am facing right now...

What will happen to Jessica on pre-camp and during the camp;
To go or not to go for the YAC camp;
How am I supposed to tell my manager that I can't work during the three days;

Just a few days ago, one of the camp facilitators by the name of Lauren smsed me and informed me about the camp. It was like 2months ago before I actually signed up for this camp and wooh now it's all happening.
Yeah, I did mentioned that it was 2months ago and they did mentioned the date but I think I didn't recall it. So on the same day, Lauren smsed saying she'll see me on Fri...I was like wondering; I was told that the two camps happened one after another...so if BLAZE was on 26th to 28th then it should be on a thursday, not a friday.
Little did I know that it was this friday; yeah. 23rd of March 2007 at 4pm, Republic polytechnic. That was like, Oh. My. God. I've got a schedule to meet, I've got Jessica to accompany to some medical checkup for her NYP thingy, and some fun and entertainment before I go for BLAZE camp on Monday, and suddenly BOOM. Everything just went down. No more fun, no more going out with Jessica until the 28th.
When she heard the news, she broke down. I didn't exactly know what to do. Just on that Monday she kind of prevented me from going to the Project meeting when Desmond already said that if whosoever doesn't make it for this meeting he would assume that that person is no longer interested in SC. And now this stupid camp had to pop out out of nowhere, screw up my week and I can't withdraw from it.

Just one concern and so much to talk about...I got alot to blog, don't I? To be continued...