『єqύαІίzзя』.

Friday, March 31, 2006

What happens when more
than two people advise you
against something you ought
not to do?

yah..what happens...I know.

You get lots of headaches, confusion, and feel so stressed up and burdened and cannot come to a conclusion of anything at all.

You'll lose your appetite, wake up late at around 2plus and feel so sian that you just feel like going to sleep again. What's worse is that those who are advising against that something gives all sorts of irritating attitude that you just feel so...stressed up and all.

At this rate that I'm going, how am I suppose to retake my O levels?

You'll probably go...oh no, not this topic again. When will they quit talking and psychoing me about this topic. I'm so sick and tired of it that I'm not even going for work. Everything's like revolving around this topic. My mind is just so full of this thing.
What if I quit..what will happen to me...
will the friend that pulled me into the job be disaapointed...
Will my other friend that went into the company with me say that I left the company before and not together with him...
Will I live to regret in the near future saying if only I had worked in that company then I can earn money to pay for my tution fees...
Will I be so proud and not humble to tell those people who are convincing me that you're not the ones that successfully psycho me to quit the job, but it's out of my own will...

I don't know...I really don't know.

i jammed! @ 3/31/2006 03:29:00 PM

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

Yay...Time to blog again..

It's like it's been ages since I last blog...maybe just don't have any topic to blog about...or maybe I just lost this "passion" that I got for blogging...
anyways, just registered to take O levels as a private candidate...last minute decision, but had to do it. The price is not going to be cheap since, GST is 5% and with the addition of some registration fee, it looks expensive.

Currently, I'm still considering if I should take up this job from DW, a company selling biomagnetism products. From what I heard, this company is not really good but that friend of mine who "pulled" me in was like having a good time there, so much difference from what I heard from another friend who has suffered from the company. To me, I think people have different opinions on the company and I shouldn't base my decision on just the bad side. How about the good side? What's more important is the experience after all, not really as important as the salary given. Should I give the company a chance? Put my life in risk? Bet on my determination that I should give the company a chance?

I don't know...I really don't know.

Recently, continued on playing maplesea again. After what happened to my warrior character, I decided to change to magician and leave the lvl 24 swordsman aside simply because
no.1 It can't fight in Party Quest(PQ) and I have to rely on other people.
no.2 It gets harder to train as the level goes higher and higher.
no.3 my accuracy is not good enough and because of this I can't really hit high level monsters.

But it sure feels good being a MAGICIAN!! MAn i just leveled up to level 16 after being stagnant in level 11...Those were the days where I had to sit on the bench for like at least 2mins for the mp to recover by itself because I'm poor and have no money to buy mp potions...Now that my mp recovery skill is 10; two more levels to reaching max, I am confident that when I reach the PQ level(lvl 21-30), it will be a different story as the warrior. But no worries, when I reach that level I will surely give the warriors a chance to join my PQ...haha...that is if I become PQ leader and have enough mp potions...LOL.

What I am doing now.

While all the mapling is going on in the morning, there's this show on channel 8 from taiwan which shows the characters and their doings from young till old. I remember one month ago when I happened to watch it while playing, those characters didn't have white hair and stuff. But now there are old people in the show...haha...I really like watching this kind of shows...stretching the episodes all the way to the day when the characters reproduce and die...

I guess I can go play maple now...

i jammed! @ 3/29/2006 10:50:00 AM

Saturday, March 25, 2006

This is interesting...but don't be stumbled...

This is superbly interesting...I guess you guys should go ahead and check it out...but still as the title speaks...don't be stumbled...

i jammed! @ 3/25/2006 11:44:00 AM

Friday, March 24, 2006

The cold war begins...

Huh...what cold war...I thought it was long over between USA and Soviet Union?

Nah...This isn't a worldwide cold war...

It's...internal cold war...

Blah, blah blah...first my friends...now my family...haiz...when will this ever end...

i jammed! @ 3/24/2006 11:08:00 PM

Thursday, March 16, 2006

HongKong Trip...

Ok..I got lots of blogging to do for this post...going to squeeze in 5days of posts into this one...so it's going to be quite long and eye-tiring...

Day1

11 March 2006, 7am in the morning woke up to prepare for the trip to Hongkong. That time, nothing unexpected was expected though. Not much sweaters were brought there. Then left for the airport, took dad's friend taxi and before long, we reached the airport.
I started to take pictures from then on, record everything on my handphone camera with only 30mb of space. Went into the boarding gate, waited at the lounge, and finally entered the airplane. Made 2movies while in the plane; departure and landing. It's super cool, but I'm trying to combine it together to make a major movie of how the plane takes off and lands.
Landed in Hongkong International Airport, took the train which I call it the underground version of the Singapore's skytrain. Went out to the Immigration, then to the arrival hall, met the tour guide, and took the bus to the Hotel. By the time everything was done, it was around 6plus. Went out to meet my cousin who lives in Hongkong at Jordan.
Had dinner at some chinese restaurant, after that went back to the hotel because it was almost 11plus. That was end of Day 1.

Day 2

Early in the morning, woke up just to go to shenzhen. Met my cousin at the hotel lobby. Took the taxi to the Railway station and took the train to Lo Wu which is nearest to Shenzhen. Left HK through the station and took another train to Shenzhen to meet another of my cousin, or rather step-cousin. Took their vehicle to their shop in GuangZhou. Then a few minutes later left the shop to another bigger shop which belongs to my second step-cousin.
Man, the roads there are super crazy. They have traffic lights which are not working, and the vehicles turn to the other direction as and when they like. For awhile we were quite lost, but reach there just in time to be greeted by them. Hugs were exchanged amongst the seniors. Went up to the unauthorized area for the resting session. Met some new faces; cousins, nieces, nephews, aunties, grand-aunties and uncles,etc. Left the place to go to another restaurant.
There were crocs, snakes, geese, fishes, eels(duh, it's a seafood restaurant).After that went back to the place, relaxed, chat with them and made new discoveries, which i will put it in another section of this post. Had dinner there and the food is really amazing. They actually meat which is sweet. Then chatted again, played around with the cat and the dog. During night time, went to the nearest shopping centre to do some shopping. Walked under the temperature of 12 degrees celcius.Bought the DVD fearless and yet another anti-virus but this time it's norton. Had nearly wanted to buy Warcraft III but decided not to because it's a game and i knew my limits. Before long, it was time to leave, time to sleep, time to rest. Went to a hotel with MacDonald's nearby.
Watched rush hour 2 in the hotel room. With that ends day 2.

Day 3

Day 3 started off with breakfast at MacDonald's , afterwhich my cousin came and fetch all of us to a restaurant for breakfast. Didn't had much there because it was what I called dim-sum, which if I'm not wrong it's actually called dessert. I was thinking to myself,"You want me to eat chinese dessert in the morning? It's like...having ice cream for breakfast!(tradition translation...)Went back to the same shop again and really shopped thoroughly for anything to buy back to Singapore. Bought some anti-virus software, hoping that it would work. My cousin was also the boss of the shop, so he was commenting, "You want anything, just take. It's free." But, I wished I had told them that I don't really want anything from you, just give me and your family fresh air. The reason is because my step-cousins smoke. Not only that, they smoke in front of my uncle(their father, who is 70+ years old), their kids as young as 12months and worse of all, their VIPs from Singapore. I find that utterly silly and horrendously stupid because they know clearly the reason why Grandfather died was mainly because of opium smoking, YET THEY HAD TO SMOKE. Went upstairs to play some de-colourized computer made in china which runs on cartridge. They actually wanted to give us a new set of that game, which comes together with a monitor and keyboard, but sadly objection was strong so we had to play there instead which is actually good because I feel that this actually helped them to have a chance to play those games. Who knows maybe their father might be strict and disallow them to play with those cartridges that are meant for sale. Left in the afternoon to the smaller shop, and they gave two earpieces which suck totally. Shortly after that we left for the train station to go back to HK and the hotel. Back there, went to MacDonald's for dinner and went back early to sleep and prepare for the tour to Macau. Another day ends, wiht a new beginning.

Day 4

Met the tour guide at hotel lobby. Took the bus to the ferry station. The tour guide left and we took the ferry. Slept for one whole hour before arriving at Macau. Met the new tour guide there. Went to various places and a restaurant to eat for lunch. Didn't get down ever since after lunch because they went to the casino. Time flew and it was time to return back to HK. Took the ferry again and went back to HK. Left our things in the room and went downstairs for dinner. Went around the facilities of the hotel to see if there are any good restaurants for dinner. Settled down in one but was full of smokers.I couldn't take the stench, after all, I came from a place which is known for smoke-free. Bought instant noodles and discovered plenty of 7-11 shops. Went back to the hotel and started packing for the last day. This can really mark the end of my trip.

Day 5

Slept till 8.30am. Went down to the hotel's cafe for breakfast buffet. Went back up the room to get the lugguages and checked out. Left the lugguages in the hotel and went to Loy Yang gai which is Ladies' street to buy some stuff back to sinapore. Sadly, their shirts are all so thick that it wont be of good use in Singapore since it's so hot. Thus, decided not to buy anything. Went to the salon instead and had my hair highlighted in this colour.Not that obvious, but still money spent. I wished I could take off the wings of time to prevent it from flying but still it flew. It was time to head back to the hotel and wait for the bus to fetch us to the airport. Arrived at the airport, checked in, and went around to see-see, look-look. Saw a shop that sells games and toys. Gundam seed destiny models then attracted me but it was too expensive. Spent too much time on deciding and was called to leave before I could buy. My heart cracked. I said that the time spent sitting in the lounge was wasted and could have been used for shopping.What to do, it wasn't an individual trip, had to follow majority. Went in the same way we came out and took the plane back to Singapore. Cut the whole story short, I'm back and I'm here at home blogging.

i jammed! @ 3/16/2006 01:15:00 AM

Monday, March 06, 2006

Will money ever drop from the sky?

Haiz...Consider it a finacial crisis bah...Everything in Singapore needs money. Everything that we do, use and maybe even put into our mouths...are all money.

Since the last day of last year, every student who has completed O levels in Singapore is using adult fares. We all know that the minimum that an adult can spend everyday on travelling is $0.65. No more no less. Well...Living on the North East side of Singapore has made everything worse. Just Friday I topped up my card with $10 and I'm left with -$0.20 on Sunday.

Yeah. Amazing isn't it?

Hmmm...so I guess I can't go out anymore...No job-searching, no slacking at shopping malls, no going out, not even church, I guess. I got no money at all. Broke. But I have yet to claim my salary that I earned in Carrefour through an agent that recommended me...which will last me less than 2weeks...period.

So I guess I have to stay at home all through the week, letting people in the church know that this guy by the name of gabriel is not in church because he doesn't have the money to travel all the way there. Hopefully that will get some attention?

Blah. Even so, what about job-searching...I still have to eat before I get my first salary if not how to have the energy to work?

Ok lah, let's just say I'm the world's useless creature on Earth that is getting free food and lodging from my parents and that they are tired of doing it and thus they want to chase me out by asking me to go and earn money so that I can move out as soon as possible. They despise me and they find me a pain in their neck and that they no longer treat me as their child because they don't see the need to provide for me anymore as I am old enough to do so myself. They think that I'm such a useless person, always asking for money and not doing anything about it and that gives them all the reason to do this to me. With that it deems me not worthy of their love, their house, their money, their time and efforts SINCE I DON'T REALLY HAVE THE SAME SURNAME AS THEM(yeah, father's surname is Goh, mine's wu).

*tears flowing down.

i jammed! @ 3/06/2006 11:47:00 PM

Friday, March 03, 2006

K-box for the first time...

Wow...20bucks just gone like that...

Just now went to K-box at Hougang Plaza with some good friends...Well erm although some songs that we sang were out of tune, it was fun laughing at each other.

Then it's like Shengfu tried to sarbo the girls into singing solo...
Personally I have never been to K-box for 17years till today. Hearing my own deep voice coming out of the sound system was quite strange.Well, unfortunately that was my only 20bucks...there goes all of my what they call in chinese "cai can".

But I'm looking forward to being employed in the arcade at Doby Ghalt... :p

Well...today was also the day where the application result was released...and I'm going to my first choice; Simei ITE and Info tech course...It's really a pity that I'm going to ITE, but well Simei is after all filled with the best facilites compared to all the post-secondary institiutions. I feel kind of proud of my future school though...It's just like going to the best ITE in Singapore...Then from there onwards, I intend to push myself all the way to top 3% of the school and move on to polytechnic, because I really desire to go to the Info tech course in poly, especially Temasek...or maybe Nanyang...

Bleh...I shalt end thou blog post here...

i jammed! @ 3/03/2006 10:44:00 PM