It's like...ever since after the end of O levels, I've wasted half a year of my life rotting at home, muscles storing up too much sugar, and worse of all, sleeping till the bright sun is right on top(if you know what I mean).

I mean, this kind of life, just makes me feel so much so, like a non-christian. Living life aimlessly...no job, no school, no money,etc. Everyday just wake up, eat, have fun, watch tv, eat again, watch tv again and go to sleep.

Seriously, I'M SICK AND TIRED OF THIS KIND OF LIFE. I WANT TO START SCHOOL!

Yes, that is how desperate I am.

And for those out there who are in school and are trying all kinds of means and ways to skip school just to get away from facing that particular irritating teacher/fellow classmates who somehow keep picking on you, you'll know now that there's someone(like me) who wishes desperately to go to school, but can't.

Blah. Enough of this topic.

Yesterday, I followed Stacy and gang to her church's cellgroup. Man, I tell you. It's exactly the same as Sec 4 cell 4 '05, except that the cell leader in my case is close to my age. Somehow, after that cell meeting I can only confirm one thing; and that is God is trying to tell me something about faith.

Yeah, it's been coming to me like more than once already...faith this, faith that, living by faith, not by sight. Even at service, the song "One way", it started with the bridge
"You are the way, the truth and the life
We live by faith and not by sight."

And Sis. Waiwai's testimony on the funeral ritual, having faith and full trust on God that He will take care of everything...and even the Doc's Journal event; P.Dom was saying, "faith is the conviction in our hearts that God will do something."

No doubt about it. God is speaking. All these can't be so much of a coincidence.