Haiz...Consider it a finacial crisis bah...Everything in Singapore needs money. Everything that we do, use and maybe even put into our mouths...are all money.

Since the last day of last year, every student who has completed O levels in Singapore is using adult fares. We all know that the minimum that an adult can spend everyday on travelling is $0.65. No more no less. Well...Living on the North East side of Singapore has made everything worse. Just Friday I topped up my card with $10 and I'm left with -$0.20 on Sunday.

Yeah. Amazing isn't it?

Hmmm...so I guess I can't go out anymore...No job-searching, no slacking at shopping malls, no going out, not even church, I guess. I got no money at all. Broke. But I have yet to claim my salary that I earned in Carrefour through an agent that recommended me...which will last me less than 2weeks...period.

So I guess I have to stay at home all through the week, letting people in the church know that this guy by the name of gabriel is not in church because he doesn't have the money to travel all the way there. Hopefully that will get some attention?

Blah. Even so, what about job-searching...I still have to eat before I get my first salary if not how to have the energy to work?

Ok lah, let's just say I'm the world's useless creature on Earth that is getting free food and lodging from my parents and that they are tired of doing it and thus they want to chase me out by asking me to go and earn money so that I can move out as soon as possible. They despise me and they find me a pain in their neck and that they no longer treat me as their child because they don't see the need to provide for me anymore as I am old enough to do so myself. They think that I'm such a useless person, always asking for money and not doing anything about it and that gives them all the reason to do this to me. With that it deems me not worthy of their love, their house, their money, their time and efforts SINCE I DON'T REALLY HAVE THE SAME SURNAME AS THEM(yeah, father's surname is Goh, mine's wu).

*tears flowing down.