Parents__________Me_____________God.
Friday, February 03, 2006

I just watched "I not Stupid Too" yesterday.

And I can gladly say it's a marvellous movie. The whole message behind the generation gap and communication breakdown was brought over. But well...It's pointless if after watching and everything stays the same.

My mother just scolded my friend a few hours ago. The friend whom I have been reaching out to for months. He commented after the whole thing that there is this auroa in my house that is nowhere near Christianity, and that his urge for self harm came back. He even nearly wanted to stop this friendship because of my mother.

And it's not the first time.

I thought after those few years I can slowly trust her again. Nothing really did happen to that ex-girlfriend when she came to my house few days ago, so I thought I could just release.

But, today everything just ended. My friend was sort of traumatized as to what happened, so to make him return back to normal I just made up that I would do the same when my parents' cell started.

Deep inside my heart, I was broken to pieces. I knew what happened when I was Pri 6. I knew what it was like without friends everyday in school, and I didn't want it to come back.

But my very own mother, did this to me, over and over again.

How can there be forgiveness? How can there be love? How can there be God?

i jammed! @ 2/03/2006 08:06:00 PM



Name: Gabriel a.k.a gab
B.day: 22.Feb.89
Sch : ITE college East



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