Thoughts...
Sunday, January 15, 2006

One day without work and I'm feeling all uneasy about it. Seriously speaking, I really really miss all my friends in Motorola...I guess, especially her; a malay girl by the name of Nurul.

Well, it all happened on that very same day, when I just got to know her from line 3. So it was like that day all of us went upstairs to the canteen for breakfast as it was break-time, and that's where I really knew her. Man I tell you, she is super-friendly, really cheerful and all.

And then, after that we were like chatting away and stuff...well, that's when all of them(or rather her malay friends) were talking in their own language, as though they were teasing her about something. Then slowly one by one, they asked me to ask for her contact. And being as shy as I can be, obviously I didn't really did that.

It was quite obvious that those girls were gossiping away about her showing some signs of liking...
But after really feeling that way, I kind of thought that I didn't really want to repeat the previous mistake that I made; having a non-christian girlfriend, and for this case, a muslim. That' 1000times worse.

I felt really scared...I didn't really dare to love again. Because if anyone really watch those celestial kind of show whereby they have immortals being banished from heaven to the mortal world, their number one rule is: Immortals are not allowed to fall in love.

That's what I feel now.

Except for the difference is that I can find my own kind of people, if not marriages would not exist in churches.
But having a malay partner is quite interesting actually. Judging from the 9pm show, the chinese males have to be circumcised, and have to sacrifice not touching pork. And the worse thing is that it is very difficult to decide what kind of ceremony to go through.

Anyways, it's best to remain single...available for now. God has a plan for me. I'm sure God won't let me stay like this forever, after all, the bible says that we are to reproduce or something?

i jammed! @ 1/15/2006 10:45:00 PM



Name: Gabriel a.k.a gab
B.day: 22.Feb.89
Sch : ITE college East



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